crushed because of YOU

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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

i was bored. got bored last night at 1am. stuped woman locked my room. so i couldn't sneak into the room to play the computer. such an ass. locked the door. fargker. wells, i raped something from my phone. old, old thing. . don't need it read it if you don't want to. hais. i think hanii knows who i'm talking about. but. it's an old crush. i hope hanii remembers who "Hook" is. =))

*his real name here*. can never hide the way i feel for you. wants to make you happy. but so impossible. do you even notice me? loived you since the moment i saw you. i still remembered that day. i'd smile in pride. but caress me. it shames. yes, it hurts to loive you. you loive somebody else. but till today, i don't regret about loiving you. you'll never know me Hook. but i really wish you could. saviours to you. you know it! find my name. write it in sand. let the sea wash away this insanity. it's ridiculous. and wait for the moment where everything fades away. loive hurts. -die in fright.

kinda lame. dulu i like to say loive. haha. i like the caress part. haha.

i miss alot of my peeps so much. hanii, even thou we just met a couple of days ago. khairulnizan, i love you. very much. whohoo. i miss zahrin the most. we'd chat at times. but i really, really miss him. hear that big brother? huahua. miss weween gyler. miss dayah indon. miss suzie tuween loads. haha. my sister opened my wallet. saw our neoprint. she said we looked sweet. aww shucks. haha. crazy woman put 3 fake fishes into a plastic tupperware. aha. irfaan really thought got real fishes. since the fish's tail can move. haha. it's so fun to stupidize people. hahacks. want to go. write long, long. boring ar. no one reads it. not alot of people anyways. huahua.

in my black grass ;
2:58 AM

ME AND MYSELF.
nurul diyanah
nana. is a chica.
malay.
thirTEEN; o8o9
punk1rock2chic
in love. and nothing can stop me.
LOVES.
God
cokes. and cookies.
zahrin. qube.
hunnies. adars.
~~haikal!~~
HATES.
HER! rippers.
disclaimers
feeling emo
damai sec
you
WISHLIST.
#1 alter skert
#2 graduate to Sec2
#3 watch HP;gof
#4 HIS kiss
#5 hug Qube
RESOLUTION
* quit smoking
* grow taller
* be more decisive
* forget the PAST
* maintain no. of Boyfriends