UNFORGETABLE MEMORIES.
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
hrmm. i never blog this past few days. wow. as if i care about what my mind says. as if anybody cares about me. i hate myself for having friends. there's no point anyway. well, my friends are all fake. most of them ukh. pure 100%, cold, shiny, hard plastic. cold; evil, mean. shiny; shallow, selfish. hard; ignorant and nothing gets into them. plastic. just like the mean girls. i don't even want to be cady. nobody fucking cares about anything else. that's the fucking truth. i hate being a girl. sometimes i wonder why i was never an outcast. i should thank god for being alive. but i haven't been thankful enough. fuck this fucking free world! i hate me. i hate u. i hate THEM! yay. i'm getting my consious back. my life is a HAVOC.
i tried to be perfect. it just wasn't worth it. i don't believe it makes me REAL.
Your undying thirst was one I could not quench
I wasn't enough for your desires to love alone
Doomed to watch the world through an empty glass
My heart no longer holds together on its own,
Silver bounds hold it tight in the mangled mess you left
Lying upon the floor as you walked out my door.
Never wasting a second thought on me you moved on
Forgetting the innocents you stole, the heart you broke
The vacant shell of a girl you once claimed to love
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(C) those rippers will pay//
in my black grass ;
2:42 AM
ME AND MYSELF.
nurul diyanah
nana. is a chica.
malay.
thirTEEN; o8o9
punk1rock2chic
in love. and nothing can stop me.
LOVES.
God
cokes. and cookies.
zahrin. qube.
hunnies. adars.
haikal!
HATES.
HER!
rippers.
disclaimers
feeling emo
damai sec
you
WISHLIST.
#1 alter skert
#2 graduate to Sec2
#3 watch HP;gof
#4 HIS kiss
#5 hug Qube
RESOLUTION
* quit smoking
* grow taller
* be more decisive
* forget the PAST
* maintain no. of Boyfriends
