crushed because of YOU

UNFORGETABLE MEMORIES.
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

everytime i think about you, you'd coincidentally give me a call. i don't believe in love at first sight but i'm starting to feel weak. i think i love you. but i hardly know you. =)) i'm sick of falling in love. knowing it was doubtless and hurtful. i'm sick of just weeks of relationships. i need somebody real. i don't need a relationship to make me happy, seriously. can't i just have one guy to have and hold? somebody to hold my heart and take charge. i'm sick of waiting. i'm not being loved. i'm being hated. i don't need a fucking boyfriend. i need a friend. a real friend! i'm not saying the friends i have is not enough.. i'm only thirTEEN. no, i'm not looking for the love of my life. that's fucking pathetic and jodoh hanya di tangan Allah. i feel hurt without even being touched. i might be thirTEEN. but i'm not a child no more. =)) stupiid sulhi. think that i really need a lifetime partner. haha.
HERE I AM. PERFECT AS I'M EVER GONNA BE. YOU'LL SEE. LOVE ME FOR ME. STAND AROUND. I'M NOT THE KINDA GIRL YOU WANNA LEAVE. YOU'LL SEE. LOVE ME FOR ME. I'VE BEEN WAITING ALL MY LIFE TO FIND YOU. JUST SO I CAN PUSH YOU AWAY. =)) [ ASHLEE SIMPSON;; LOVE ME FOR ME ]]

I'LL END MY DAYS WITH YOU. I'M TRYING. TO LET YOU KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME. THIS TIME. I MEAN IT. I JUST LET YOU KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME. AS SNOW FALLS, ONTO THE DESERT SKY. UNTIL THIS, I MEAN THIS. I MEAN THIS! I'M TRYING, I'M TRYING. TO LET YOU KNOW. HOW MUCH YOU MEAN. BUT THIS TIME. WE'LL SHOW THEM. SHOW THEM ALL. HOW MUCH WE MEAN. UNTIL THE END OF EVERY. . . [MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE;; DEMOLITION LOVER ]]

haha. sumer skip2 the full song. haha. well, demolition lover is one of my ultimate favourite. you're a bitch. but i love you anyway. you can't sing. but you still put me to sleep. haha. well. i'm done for today. uhrm. dear, haikel mana tu?

in my black grass ;
9:13 PM

ME AND MYSELF.
nurul diyanah
nana. is a chica.
malay.
thirTEEN; o8o9
punk1rock2chic
in love. and nothing can stop me.
LOVES.
God
cokes. and cookies.
zahrin. qube.
hunnies. adars.
~~haikal!~~
HATES.
HER! rippers.
disclaimers
feeling emo
damai sec
you
WISHLIST.
#1 alter skert
#2 graduate to Sec2
#3 watch HP;gof
#4 HIS kiss
#5 hug Qube
RESOLUTION
* quit smoking
* grow taller
* be more decisive
* forget the PAST
* maintain no. of Boyfriends