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Friday, December 30, 2005

heeeee. my new blog simple. only got picture of me. agagaga. later i put haikal's picturr. myNEWBLOG.

in my black grass ;
9:36 PM

Thursday, December 29, 2005

hey. been busy these days. went out. today went out with my darrl. shafiq. an. and a very cute couple, my darrl's couz and her boi. went to bugis. saw my couz, nazirah. she pretty siah. we were at bugis street. then go kedai bag-bag. an sit on a stool. then my darrl gi pangku atas. then i also ikot ar. then she suddenly depan mata. paiseh man. then we go walk from bugis street to town. quite tiring ar. but it wasn't so far. then go esplanade. but before that. me and an split cash, buy the chocz nyer marshmellow. nice. then go rooftop. then got my darrl's couz's neighbour and friend. i don't know ar. one small and sweet. the other one like rugged. then at 8 go belah. go take 196. stop at bedok. then we all split! my darrl sent me home. ahaha. not my fault he go follow me inside the lift. then we kissed. taaching. ahaa. today alot of hugging and kissing. agagaga. i stop here ar!

in my black grass ;
6:38 AM

Monday, December 26, 2005

hee. ytd never post. ytd went to bedok int. got a "bazaar". aha. then go sengkang. go kalana's crib. we ate cake. nek pau and shida's birthday. yummy cake. then go watch hanyut's telemovie. hoho. lame siah. my parents now keeping a close eye on me. babi. aha. now i'm at my nenek's crib. using my aunt's comp. my uncle tunang-ing. aha. well, wish him luck ar. i got to go ar. tehee. well, haikal is cute. whoever he is..

in my black grass ;
12:03 AM

Friday, December 23, 2005

hey. making this post short. went to a family picnic. it was at 9. came at 11 'cause irfaan woke up late. went to pasir ris. nothing much there. just argue with a-ee. he is so immature. what a brat. my hands got ropeburn. aha. well. okay ar. i'm tired. tootles. yeah zahrin. you know i miss you. you suchha ass, make me upset. love you loads. missing you more. missing you really hurts me. love you, md zahrin bin md yusoff.

in my black grass ;
11:58 PM

hello. aha. ytd's post not interesting. i know. lagu nsync. i know lagu "classic". aha. but, it's suchha nice song. today's post short gila. aha. ytd the smackdown. kiwak. randy orton asik jatuh-jatuh seh. then he keep escaping. i hate you, UNDERTAKER! kao gyler. kao syko. but kinda glad he chokeslammed kane. hoho. randy still rocks!

in my black grass ;
1:01 AM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..

You're gone..
You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..
You're gone..
You're...

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

But the truth remains.

in my black grass ;
11:28 PM

fuck. make this fucking post, short. don't care if any of my relatives or sister is reading this. i hate my mom. whore. sial. celaka. hate her. i feel like running away from home. i don't care. so fucking wasted in this fucking family with this fucking sial. sial! i'm better on my own. mother or not. who are you to hit me sial. you have no rights. i don't even want you to touch me sial. i don't even want to look at you. sial. hit me for no reasons. hit me when it's not my fucking fault. goodbye you fucking ass. hate you. and that's final. i've had it with you. let this be a sin, but God knows how i really fucking feels. -the hatred and gore from my deep insides to the fucker who i don't know, why made me alive.

in my black grass ;
12:55 AM

Monday, December 19, 2005

heyo.

okay. not making this post a long one. hrmm. ytd i got on the phone with dzul. i know how to activate and deactivate my free incoming calls! finally siah. quite worth it ukh. i activate just for his pretty face and our KEmendak-ism. talking to him, so. horrible. i'm small and short. so what! being big isn't a defence! it isn't. yeah. big show might be bigger and heavier then rey mysterio. but at survivor series. rey mysterio eliminated big show tau. being small has it's specialties. (= so, it's gajah and tikus. well. bored. my sister watching kuch kuch hota hai. i don't know how. but i know she watching. hais. well, khai just came back from terangganu. huahua. today syafiq also come back from kl, i think. well, syafiq! my days so bored without you! because you never text me ar. boring tao. nak harapkan zahrin and sulhi. pooi. well. my thoughts are getting rusty. i want to get some coca cola in the fridge. aha. eh, can anybody, besides sulhi. tell me. is there such a word called "COKING". ahaha. what only sulhi.. well. carmen electra loves coca cola too. ain't that nice. well. till now. and when time stops. i will still be DEEEEEE. haha. and i think got no hope to quit smoking. ahaha. byeeee!

in my black grass ;
9:49 PM

Sunday, December 18, 2005

heyo. didn't blog ytd right?

well. internet was down. ytd went to plentong. go giant. go shopping. then went home by tuas. jam gyler babi. one and a half hours waited siah. the custom say me and irfaan looked different in the passport. kiwak. bedek siak. then went home. go drive past orchard road. see the lights. i asked my mom if i can go out once in a while and go home at around nighttime. she let siah. freedom. tehee. wells, i have the freedom. now want to go out with my peeps. but don't know with who. anyone of my PEEPS. free this few days? bored ukh. well. ytd never watch legally blonde. haha. who cares. watch kuch kuch hota hai. whohoo. then at 11.45, watch survivor series. first match was THE GAME vs. NATURE BOY in last man standing. hHh won. then got THEDORE LONG vs. ERIC BICHOFF. thed won. the boogeyman attacked eric. stupid. TRISH STRATUS still keep her title. she deft. MELENA. JOHN CENA also keeps his WWE title. kurt angle lost. haha. U SUCK. U TOOT. TOOT TOOT. haha. i don't remember anymore matches. but i LOVED the last event. team SmackDown vs. team Raw. smackdown won. DOH.

RANDY ORTON. LASHLEY. JBL. REY MYSTERIO AND BATISTA(smackdown leader)
VS.
CHRIS MASTERS. CARLITO. KANE. BIG SHOW. HBK( raw leader )
rko and hbk start first. whohoo. then lashley was first to out. then kane. then batista. then bigshow. then carlito. jbl threw hbk. then hbk became weak. then chris masters out. then rey mysterio. then jbl pull hbk into the ring. then jbl kena sweetchin music. then randy and hbk again. randy won. whohoo. mr RKO!! loves the legend killer. then undertaker came. buat spoil the moment. haha. i also confused who was out. but i know rey mysterio did good with his 619.

well. i stop here. bye! merry christmas.

in my black grass ;
11:54 PM